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Dec. 6th, 2009


[info]richie73

FFXI

Yesterday, I made a free 14-day trial account on FFXI. Not to play again, just to verify some details for that ffxi emulation project I've been helping with. To get to the content I needed to see, I had to level a little. I leveled a Galka MNK to 13.

The good: SE has made the game more beginner friendly. Exp / kill for easy prey to tough is much higher than it used to be. Signet bonuses now may include a latent of regen, and that makes a world of difference. There's a new tutorial NPC that gives a sequence of really easy quests (get signet! find the auction house! etc.) that gives some helpful rewards like a free exp ring. And there's this new wow-style element where you take on a little training mission (kill 3 of that and 3 of that) and after completing that you get another exp bonus. Monsters may now even drop chests that contain helpful items. Bottom line: 1-13 took me about as long as maybe 1-9 would have taken me in the old game. Not bad.

The bad: FFXI is still basically the same old time sink/waste. Character movement speed is so slow it just drives me crazy, especially after getting used to moving at permanent flee speed on private servers. There is no real run mode where you can get from A to B in a reasonable amount of time. It still doesn't have a system of scheduled degradation of difficulty whereas old content is made easier and faster to complete over time so new players can catch up with old players. If you start fresh now, there's an enourmous to-do list of things and the day still doesn't have enough hours to do everything you have to do to get to the top.

Yes, it's a little easier, but you essentially have to work yourself through the same old content: you start in one of the three starter cities (like in 2004). You have to get your support job, level your way to 30 if you want to level an advanced job, then start all over again. You have to find your way to Jeuno to get a chocobo license. Then you have to go through Genkais, AF quests, and you'll be frustrated by the gil driven nature of the game. Yeah, there are tons of options now. There are vastly more items than there used to be, but one way or another, large amounts of time have to be sunk into aquiring them. (To rebuild my old character from scratch would literally still take years. Maybe not five years, but probably a good two years of 6+ hour per day play. I'm speaking hypothetically of course since I had and have no intention of doing that. )

The game is still built on the same extreme version of a delayed gratification philosophy where enormous amounts of hours must be put in to achieve anything. As one person recently put it.. the game designers come up with good ideas, and these are then given to a department that maximizes subscription lengths by draining all the fun from them. You can't just kill a monster and everyone involved gets credit for killing it, goes to an NPC, picks an item as a reward and then never has do it again. No, the monster has a 2% chance of dropping one copy of the item, so it will have to be killed over and over again, every Sunday, for 3 years until everyone has gotten their item. That's the Square Enix way. I am grateful that I'm no longer doing that to myself.

Nevertheless, I think FFXI is basically a good game. If only all the crap, the senseless time wastes, the sheer tedium and frustration caused by the endless repetition of the same content forced on players by artificially low drop rates, slow travel, long repop timers, etc. and other needless hardship built into almost every element of the game could be eliminated.

[info]67riot in [info]sextips

MORNING SEX.

So I would think that most of you agree with the fact that a.m. sexy time ROCKS.
Lately though(past few months), thats ALL the bf wants to do. If I get sex at all, its always right when i'm waking up, which is usually reaaally early. I've had sex at night/afternoon mabye once or twice in the past month and i'm not happy about it! We used to do it every single night. I love morning sex dont get me wrong, but its usually really passive and each of us have 1 goal: getting ourselves off. No foreplay, no kissing, just straight up p in vagEEE! I miss getting frisky at night. I'm almost ALWAYS horny right before going to sleep. I mean were both half naked snuggled up to eachother how can i not??? I miss all the drawn-out foreplay and sex toys and just getting more INTO it, yknow?

So i'm just wondering, how can i get him to be in the mood at night again?
I come onto him and hint that I want it, but he either doesnt get it or is ignoring me. I would just like some advice to spice up the nightime again. Has this happened to anyone else?

and i know i know, i should TALK to him about it. I just feel like talking about it makes the actual sex afterward really awkward...

thxx

[info]disturbedme in [info]panic_anxiety

Can I take regular Ativan under the tongue?

Is it okay to take my regular Ativan under the tongue if I want it to kick in faster (for palps)? Has anyone else done that?

Thanks!

[info]jjjiii

(no subject)

Want pancakes.

[info]gbye_bluemonday in [info]libertarianism

College

Has anyone tried going to colleges to study under famous libertarian professors? Like going to Santa Clara to study law under David Friedman, or learning economics at Loyola New Orleans to study under Walter Block. Was it as amazing as you thought it would be?

[info]cmpriest

December 6, 2009

Last night’s steampunk ball was a blast and a half. The venue was superb (a regional history museum packed with 19th century tech exhibits), the event was very well attended, and everyone (from the museum and bar staff to the attendees) was outstandingly pleasant.

At ten o’clock I got up to read, and I read for half an hour, which — on this particular occasion — was a bit tricky. The lights were fairly low, I had two adult beverages under my belt (so to speak), and due to a major case of vanity I was wearing my contacts (side effect: excessive farsightedness). But despite my intermittent coughing, squinting, and place-losing, everyone was polite and nobody threw anything at me. Win!

I didn’t take any pictures, mostly because I was too busy running around trying to see everything. Several people got pictures of me, though (often with Caitlin, who looked smokin’); so when and if those turn up, I’ll link them here.

Anyway. Many, many thanks to the folks at the exhibition, for inviting me and for having me at their wonderful evening.

I’m not going to overgeneralize and gush about All Steampunk Events Everywhere, for I can only speak from my own experience. But this having been said, all the steampunk events that I, personally, have attended have been warm, happy, playful affairs — wherein everybody seemed delighted to be present. Maybe it’s the general influence of 19th century “high tea” manners; maybe it’s the glee of an absinthe bar; maybe it’s the feeling of an emerging community finally beginning to gel … I don’t know. But so far, so good. I’m proud to be part of this scene, and I hope that I can contribute to its continued awesomeness in some small fashion.

[Crossposted to/from my website. If you'd like to comment, you can do so either here or there.]

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[info]robynk

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bed day. homework day. any minute now, date night. any minute 20 minutes from now.

finding the relevance, honing my intuition, loving the talking.

loving the laying, napping.

learning.

mmm.

[info]mordicai

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Today the plan turned out to be: ignore the gym! Drink beer! Jenny came to me with the plan. "What do you think about this-- we go get drinks & read at a bar?" Which was a fine plan...once I ate. I was really hungry! So I had a hamburger from Rachel's-- they upsold me to getting it with avocado & oaxacan cheese. Once my starvation was assuaged, we went! Bar Reis, where we'd normally go, is a bit dark, so we wandered around. Lucky 13? Nope, too East Side. Black House? Nope, too dark. So then-- Commonwealth. We had Six Point's IPA & a...St...somebody? Golden Dream? Which I liked! & Anchor Xmas Ale, which smelled great. & uh...somebody's nut brown? Then we drank! It was cozy. Also I took some notes about my next Oubliette campaign; panhumanity & goblinoids. Then we picked up some beer, & made some pizza at home. Now we are watching Up. So there we go. This brings us up to...now!

[info]morgi

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[info]gustavolacerda

"Sugar: The Bitter Truth"

Best dieting tip ever: wait up to 20 minutes for the satiation to arrive. It's working for me.

This is from "Sugar: The Bitter Truth", by UCSF professor Robert Lustig who said "High Fructose Corn Syrup is Poison", with convincing evidence that it causes metabolic syndrome and the obesity epidemic. http://www.sweetsurprise.com/

"There is something wrong with our biochemical energy feedback system."

"fructose goes way beyond empty calories. It is a poison."

"AFAIAC, this stuff was Japan's revenge for World War II"

HFCS is so cheap that it has found its way into everything: hamburger buns, sauce, ketchup, most loaves of bread.

The Coca-Cola conspiracy: coke has lots of salt, the sodium makes you thirsty; the sugar hides the salt!

Some schools performed the intervention of cutting out coke machines, and it had a significant effect on obesity and type II diabetes.

On a minor point, he made this statistician (and former logician) cringe once or twice (by assuming Gaussianity, interpreting a defeasible argument as a deductive one and declaring "only the contrapositive is transitive") but his central message seems to be sound, and of course very important.

* - ("lustig" means "funny" in German)

[info]alobar

Meet the Idiot of the Year

        Below from Thomas Edmonds, jr. on FaceBook.

        It does not astound me that there are idiots who gamble away fortunes.  Some years ago I was riding a bus and a poor man was crying to the bus driver.   He had gambled away money he needed to pay his rent and had no savings.   The landlord agreed to work with him and let him catch-up over the next few months.   But when his social security check arrived, he gambled that away too.   Now he was homeless.   Gambling addictions are serious addictions to both rich and poor.

        But when gambling addicts act like crybabies and want to blame the casinos for their personal problems, I get pissed at them.  When someone refuses to take responsibility for his actions, I just want to laugh and kick sand in his face. 

        Go to URL at end for pic and more info.

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Meet The Man Who Blew $127 Million And Most Of His Family's Fortune Gambling In Vegas
Joe Weisenthal| Dec. 6, 2009, 7:46 AM

The Wall Street journal has an excellent profile of Terrance Watanabe, of whom, if you looked up "whale" in the dictionary, you'd find a picture.

A whale, of course, is what casinos call the uber-high rollers who blow gobs of money, and provide a major source of income.

During a year-long gambling binge at the Caesars Palace and Rio casinos in 2007, Terrance Watanabe managed to lose nearly $127 million.

The run is believed to be one of the biggest losing streaks by an individual in Las Vegas history. It devoured much of Mr. Watanabe's personal fortune, he says, which he built up over more than two decades running his family's party-favor import business in Omaha, Neb. It also benefitted the two casinos' parent company, Harrah's Entertainment Inc., which derived about 5.6% of its Las Vegas gambling revenue from Mr. Watanabe that year.

Watanabe's suing the casinos now, saying the casinos aggressively plied with him liquor, food, prescription drugs, and other "services" to get him to stay. The employees even had a picture of Watanabe on the wall in their back offices, so they all knew exactly what he looked like, and could attend to his needs.

We doubt the casinos will be forced to cough up much money for him -- and we doubt his story will elicit much sympathy from anyone -- though it will likely bring increased scrutiny to the tactics casinos use to keep pumping high rollers for money.

http://www.businessinsider.com/meet-the-man-who-blew-127-million-and-most-of-his-familys-fortune-gambling-in-vegas-2009-12

[info]alobar

And now, for something Completely Different

        Video from Thomas Edmonds, jr. on FaceBook.  On Youtube, this is rated as the worst Beetles cover ever done.   But I LIKE it!




[info]jjjiii

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I've been eating all day, snacking here and there. I am starting to feel pretty good, like my digestive tract is happy with me and I am starting to build energy reserves.

I haven't really been doing anything but that today. Just laying around being lazy and eating, but I'm starting to feel like I have more energy to be active.

Last night was [info]drunkenlawyer's dinner party, which was a smashing success.

Way back when I first met her, I didn't have the most positive impression, and it took me a while to give her a chance, but in recent months she's overcome that and then some. I'm glad to say I was wrong. I love it when it turns out I was wrong, in fact, because I'm so often such a negative person that if I was right and my expectations were borne out more often than not, the world would be a truly shitty place. I attribute my lifelong dourness to my low energy levels, which have a way of poisoning my attitude toward life. It's understandable that this is so, but unfortunate, and I really hope that I can figure this out so I can feel bursting with life like I did when I was manic from the prednisone. Since returning to "normal" after that prescription ended, I've been kindof angry at the world, feeling like I've been robbed of my vitality, and not really living my life, not really fully alive.

It's funny, but often true with me, that people who I don't pay much attention to at first, or who I don't like for some reason, end up being people I like a lot and spend time around, while people who I meet who initially wow me with how cool they are, usually turn out to be disappointments who let me down in the end. I have a healthy distrust of first impressions, as a result, but it still takes time for a person to reveal their character to me and allow me to decide whether they're worthwhile or not.

I think people who have a lot going for themselves, who are used to be treated like they're special, and instantly liked by everyone they meet, have an unfortunate tendency to take this for granted, and as a result they treat people around them like lesser people. Conversely, people who've been kicked around in life, but are basically good people, tend to make extra efforts to be likeable, and in the end, unless you're an insufferable suck-up in the way you go about it, I think that the more good you do for other people, if you're genuine about it, the more people will like you. [info]drunkenlawyer has this going on for her really well right now.

It makes me happy to be friends with so many people who've made such dramatic improvement in their lives since I came to know them. I could name names, and they deserve credit, so why not: [info]batty_, [info]wraptboy, [info]furious_lil, and lately [info]drunkenlawyer are perhaps the most shining examples who come to mind. Each of them exude a happiness that makes me feel better about life in general just to be around them. Success and happiness, the real kind, not the superficial social climbing kind, are such positive forces, and it gives me a boost to be around it so I can bask in the glow.

I thrive on hope, despite my dour attitude toward most things, because if I didn't feel like life held the possibility of getting better, I don't think I could bear to live it. However much it eludes me personally, I never feel like I lose faith in the basic good fortune of my fate. Even when life is horrible to me and the pain I feel is almost beyond bearing, my spirit carries me forward, relentlessly undaunted. I try to pay attention as best I can to what's going on that plays into my personal sense of success and satisfaction, and do things that increase it, or at least learn from what doesn't work.

I've been pretty frustrated with this personal energy crisis, but I have to keep reminding myself that it's a long road to rebuilding, and keep patient and positive. I want desperately to regain what I tasted briefly a few weeks ago, and I don't know if I can get back to that level of well being naturally or not, but I know I can definitely feel better than I do right now.

At the dinner party, [info]barely_ingenue tried to get me to dance, and it wasn't the first time she did that, and it wasn't the first time that people have tried to get me to become more animated. It wasn't a flirtation, I could tell, just a festive invitation to share in the enjoyment of life, which, if anything, is better, really.

I want to, but dancing for me has always been a mood-determined thing. I can't fake it, and I don't have the energy yet, but I hope to dance again some day. I haven't danced since 1997. Haven't felt like dancing since 1997. I sometimes wonder if I still can, but I think that it's in there, still, dormant but alive. I know this, because I am still alive. Just barely, some days, but I am.

[info]boingboing_net

Impotent futurism: the design of Allende's cyber-utopian boondoggle

Greg Borenstein sez, "This is a video version of a paper I delivered with Jem Axelrod at the 2009 PAMLA Conference about Project Cybersyn, an early 70s socialist pseudo-internet built by British cyberneticist Stafford Beer in Chile. The video explores how Beer's writing, infographics, and industrial design worked together to create a science fictional narrative of omniscience and ominpotence for Salvador Allende's socialist government."

Free As In Beer: Cybernetic Science Fictions (Thanks, Greg!)




[info]dreamwriteremmy in [info]panic_anxiety

Seeking Advice/Rant - Sick of Treatment Compliance Being Counterproductive to Me.

Current Medications: 20mg Celexa[down from 30mg 1x a day] 1x a day in the morning, 25mg Vistaril 2x a day[up from 25mg Vistaril at night]
Past Medications: 5mg Prozac in the morning, .05mg Ativan 2x a day as needed, 15mg Seroquel at night

For the record, I am 4ft 8.5 in and 98.6 lbs.

Every single doctor I've gone to where I am for meds has done the exact same things.

1. Given me medications that I don't want.
-I keep saying I want something cheap and something that is not a heavy drug while I'm at school because I have a very high stress level while at school and most of the strong medications I've been on seem to have a rebound effect when stress meets an all-time high frequently.

2. Insisted I stay with medications when they do things that are OBVIOUSLY not good and failed to properly taper.
-Celexa: the first time I had a bad reaction to 40mg of Celexa[seriously jittery and wanting to throw up and hot-flashes], the doctor dropped me off of it completely for a weekend. Then put me back on it at 20mg.

-Ativan: I took this for a week at .05mg 3x a day. Then he dropped me down to 2x a day as needed for a week. After that I was supposed to take it as needed. But I couldn't do that. When I tried, it made me dissociate and become extremely aggressive and get bloody noses. I called him when I couldn't do the as-needed without flipping out. He told me to get off of it completely.

-Seroquel: tried this the first night I got it and it made me first really depressed then really angry then feel empty and uncomfortable. I called first thing in the morning and was told to not take it again.

- Prozac: started this on friday and it made me dissociate, have a bloody nose and turn purple, become depressed, and kick in a wall. I called her that afternoon and she didnt' get back to me until yesterday and told me that it "couldn't be the prozac". And keeps trying to put me back on it, but I refused.


3. Threatened me with hospital stays because they can't calm me down [and a hospital stay if done, would force me to deal with my parents who wouldn't question a doctor at all].
-I think this is just controlling.

I refuse to deal with a doctor who sees me as a cash cow, uses my diagnosis against me, fails to take into account what I am saying, and fails to find me a way to get a second opinion on my current diagnosis.

I have 44.5 20mg tablets remaining of my prescription of Celexa right now. I'm highly tempted to wean off the remainder of Celexa while I search for a new therapist and med doctor, as I really doubt I'm going to find anyone helpful at the place I am now [I've been through both med doctors that support my insurance] and I don't think my Primary-Care doctor will be much different.

I need help + advice. X_X

x-posted to my own journal

[info]recrea33

we can win the war on drugs...


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[info]s0mmer in [info]fibromyalgia

Personal Magnetism

I determined last night that I am magnetic, literally. At least most of the time. It started when I bought a compass for my car which didn't work. It consistently pointed S-SW regardless of the direction I was driving. Then it started working again. And a few days later stopped. I had jokingly wondered whether it was me.

In a hardware store last night I tested other compasses: I picked up the compass and the needle slowly crept to S. Not cool. I have no idea what the hell this means, if anything (at least anything known). Has anyone else noticed this in themselves, or know what it may mean?
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[info]technomouse

odd sadness

I find myself feeling sad for some reason? I know paying my bills and debts is a good thing but it has left me feeling sad for some reason?

Its all rather odd, i wnated to spend some money on nice presents for the poeple i care about instead i paid things off. :-(

The up side is i have one more payday before christmas so i can still do shoppings YAYS but its not what i would have wanted i would have liked more time.....

And i still have to get my mum a birthday pressy with very little money :-(

oh well nothing i can really do excpet keep working insane hours and hopefully be clear of this nonsense soon, it just that i really enjoy christmas and i enjoy giving my loved ones nice things i know will make them smile.

i am just being silly i know but i wanted this yerar to be exciting and stuffs i know i am just being a big child but Christmas should be exciting and special and i want to it to be

instead i am left feeling oddly pessimistic about life ............

Oh well better get back to answering the phones

[info]sgnp

listening to "Taxi Taxi! - True Love Will Find You in the End (Daniel Johnston cover)" on Blip

- A song like the ending of an 80's movie no one saw, but heard good things about from a lot of people.

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